Monday, October 29, 2007

13dpo or 10 days past FET...

I must tell you all that I have started this post a few times now but haven't finished it because for one, I have been hellishly busy at work, trying to finish up before we leave for holiday and also because I don't really have much to say....now this is a new one (I always have something to say!!)

And so time is moving along, it's actually gone quite fast compared to my normal 2ww. As of today, I have 2 more sleeps to go until I go for my Beta...and I am slowly but surely starting to loose my mind.

I have been feeling really good, really hopeful but must admit that I have had a few miserable days in which I've been grumpy as all hell. I still have no symptoms to write home about...normally by this time (and long before) I have progesterone-induced symptoms and this month I don't even have those....there are a few things that I think are odd but some days I think that maybe they are all in my head so I'll keep them to myself and make a list of them when my beta comes back positive!!

Anyway, I suppose it's okay because I don't know what it's like to be pregnant or how I will feel when I am because I have never been there before....Frank is convinced that I am pregnant, in fact he's even started talking to my tummy, asking our little ones to hang on tight, it's really sweet but does feel a bit wierd, he NEVER does stuff like that!! My Angel is still praying with me everyday and keeps on telling me that G*d is going to heal me....and you know what....I BELIEVE that he will....

Frank and I leave for holiday on Friday, so I'll go for my beta, wait for the news and then we'll be on our way so I wont be able to update you all...I'll ask Bumble to let you all know tho, I can't leave you in the dark for 10 days!!

Right now, i'm trying to stay calm and keep the hope alive...come on little Love, Hope and Faith...

15 comments:

Becks said...

So hoping this is your time. Hope the news is the best ever and that you have a fabulous holiday.

anna said...

I'm glad you're staying calm, and that the wait is going quickly for you. I, on the other hand, am checking your blog anxiously EVERY SINGLE DAY...perhaps I'm being anxious for you! I am crossing all my fingers as tight as possible and sending up every hope and prayer!

Foreverhopeful said...

So glad to hear your 2ww went by quickly and you're nearing the end. I so-------- hope this is it for you and I can't wait to hear the good news. Hang in there and how nice you'll be going on vacation. Have a fabulous time if we don't hear from you and hopefully you and DH will have something to celebrate on your trip.

Carrie said...

Have a great holiday. I hope you return with happy news.

butterflyanla said...

Hope that bumble has great news to share.

stickybun07 said...

I'm keeping my fingers crossed everyday for you, Tam! I hope you are enjoying your vacation and, more than that, that you're celebrating some good news.

Leah said...

I hope you are celebrating some great news right now!

Bumble said...

Hey everybody... Not great news on Tam's side I'm afraid. Her beta came back negative :-( We're all shocked and confused as to what happened this time. Tam is being so strong but of course her and Frank are so devastated and confused and tired. They are on holiday right now and will try not to think about their next step until next year. My love and thoughts are with them both always xxx

Kate said...

I just heard from Bumble. I am so sorry. That is just not FAIR.

JJ said...

Tam--words arent enough right now.
I just wanted to tell you that I have been thinking about you every day, and praying that you and Frank are finding comfort in each other. I am only an email away if you need me...

Sarah said...

so very sorry for yet another loss. sending you lots of love and wishes for peace from this soon. i've never been a virtual ((hugs)) person, but i sure wish i could send you one now. my heart goes out to you and frank.

Waiting Amy said...

Oh Tam, there aren't enough words to say how sorry I am. I hope you and Frank are doing okay. We are all here from you when you are ready.

Carrie said...

Oh, Sweetheart, I am so sorry. This is so unfair. I'm really mad at the world right now. Take good care of each other xx

ultimatejourney said...

I'm so sorry Tam. This is one of those times I feel there's no justice in the world.

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