Thursday, February 22, 2007

Where to start?

I am infertile. This feels like an AA meeting, but it takes some time to comes to terms with the fact and that word...infertile. Never in a million years did I ever think that that would say more than a thousand words about me but yet, it does....

Let's start from the beginning, I have always wanted Children and could never imagine getting married and doing everything the right way and not having children one day, they were always in the equation. Frank and I got Married in 2005 and I went of the pill a month after we were married, firstly to give myself a break from the pill (which I had been on for 10 yrs) and then to start a family...Frank was 30 and I was 26 so we thought that this would be a good age, why waste time if this is what we wanted? Of-course it never turned out that way, I went of the pill and we started trying straight away...

At first when it didn't happen, I just thought it was because my body hadn't adjusted yet, even though my cycles where regular straight away. Then I starting worrying, but Frank thought that we just needed more time and asked me to give it a year before we started seeing dr's and going for tests, which we did...

And then a year had past...

1 comment:

Bumble said...

YAY!! Welcome Tam! I'm so happy you're here! I think its very therapeutic to write all this shit down that floats around in our heads. You know I'm praying wildly for you guys and as we said, this will be our year. C'mon the babies!!!